I kind of knew what I was getting myself into when i decided to take a gap year after finishing school, but even so, it's extremely difficult feeling like I don't have my life together while all my friends have started uni/college. i mean, I have a job so I'm not completely ruined, but it's just a part time/hourly position so I don't get anywhere near enough to even cnsider moving out. I know I'm only 19 and am extremely lucky to have the opportunity to keep living at my parents places for as long as I need, but I also feel this uncontrollable need to be independent. I don't want to feel like I have to rely on them, but I'm also undeniably grateful to them.
I also really want to go out solo travelling before I consider potentionally applying for a school. I want to explore, see new places, test my independence, and just get away from home for a while. I won't pretend the thought of travelling alone doesn't scare me, because it does. But I also feel, somewhhere deep within my soul, that it's something I just HAVE to do.. I don't know how to explain it, but I'm sure theres many people out there who feel the same.
Hello!:) I'm not really sure how long this website thing will last, since I have a habit of getting a lot of interests that I later abandon for a very long time, but I truly hope I will keep on adding to this blog for the upcoming years. Since I recently graduated high school, and have not yet planned on when or what to study in college, I want to document my upcoming years for others to relate too and give me some advice. I hope whoever you are who's reading this, that you will enjoy following me alone and reading about my simple life.